Until I leave, and I'm getting more and more anxious. Leaving terrifies me more and more but I know that's what my soul needs. To get out of here. When I was in school it felt like every day was just the same mindless tedium, class after class, test after test. Finish studying for one, and another is on the horizon. I hope that's not what college is going to be like. For now, I'm filling my days with Zach, cooking, family, and sleeping. A lot of sleeping. Too much sleeping. I'm going to help my dad at his storage business until I leave. You won't get another post from me until I'm actually in Spain, living the dream, ideally.
I suppose this blog is going to keep whoever cares updated on Skype times, the daily goings on of my life abroad, and my personal thoughts and revelations.
Love, J.
Hey...college is like that but 10 times more difficult. Sorry to disappoint, but we all have to just learn to deal if we want to accomplish our goals.
ReplyDeleteI really hope you find what you are looking for out in Spain. Be safe and I hope you culturally adapt well.
Love you,
Natalie
but at least in college, you hopefully are studying something that interests you, and you have a bit more freedom socially.
ReplyDeleteAnd you can't speak the same language as the people around you speak that is probably waayy more intimidating then college would be, i believe.
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